undetermined Day !!

I am  Undetermined right now.  Tomorrow is Holi and I am staying away from my home, from Maa, Papa and other family member but missing my Daadi Maa the most. I was sent to boarding school when i was in 3rd standard and was there till my 10th. So, staying away from home is not the matter for me from my early days. But, the thing that matters the most is staying away from home during festivals. This is the case with all those who are staying away during festivals.
                     Today, I am in last semester of my bachelor's and tomorrow's Holi will be my last in college life and first time that my presence will be there. But, the excitement of this last college Holi is no where because the collection from past includes the Holi with my family. And, memory with family attached will give you no way to keep yourself indulged in any other practice.
                   I am just tryin hard to keep my focus on my so called last college holi . If you people have any better way to maintain the distance between you and your family attached memory, please share it in comment box.
     Wishing you all a HAPPY HOLI ...